MISS YOU

i miss your hugs and kisses
your smiles and laughs
your silly ways
your selfishness
i miss you calling my name
i miss catering to you
i miss all the things about you
that make you..you
i miss you waking me up in the morning
i miss your sloppy ways
i miss our meals together
i miss our togetherness
i love you more
than even i could have imagined

MOMMY misses you babies
i will see you soon!

EYES WIDE OPEN

it was about me
being able to deal with me
i loved one, but he couldn't be mine
then there was the poet
but he was too occupied
with relocating his family
after him was the liar
who also wrote, but of nonsense
but when i stopped and looked around
it was me
it had been me
i had blamed them all for my decisions
had taken the position of the victim
but it wasn't until i decided
that i was worthy
that i was better
that i was more
it was then the i knew
they didn't use me
i used them
i needed them
to show me the light
to allow me to open my eyes
and truly see
i needed them to help me see me
i love me
am in love with me
still working on me
but I'm a great ME!

no regrets...life lessons make me who i am
and i am eminence