MRS. Sophisticate

regal you
your presence
your essence
your virtue
so true
I think I loved you
from the moment I saw you
like I knew you
really...it's true
I was drawn to you
like we met before
Beautiful Woman
Motherly
Earthly
free
speaker of your mind
but kind
so giving
living your life
helping me live and fulfill mine
you see in me
what sometimes i do not see
helpful
fruitful
plentiful
wonderful YOU
sometimes I just look at you
and you know
you can read my mind
you see me
and for that...
I thank you
and I love you!

Broken

My heart is fragile so I cant give you my body
Im frail within
Nothing more than this thin outter layer that you see
There is no strength in me
Im longing for what I never had
A father figure
Strong man to make me feel safe
Im so afraid of so many things
but I dont want to be afraid with you
So you can not have my body
Cause with my body comes my heart
and my heart just cant take any more pain
I wont make love to you because
I dont trust you are any different from the rest
that left me here to drown in my own tears
My heart is broken
So you can not have my body

Lovely~Daddy

Open my chest and read my heart
Don't listen to the words I have spoken
As I spoke them out of anger
Don't waste time trying to analyze our past
It is tainted
Tainted by others, tainted by time, tainted by US
Take my heart and read it like a book
Literally take it, out of my chest and hold in your hands
You will feel the true texture, this will alow you to truly understand
Allow the blood to stain you hand the way you have permanently marked my soul
The heart is a strong muscle, as had been and will always be our bond
The vessels you see will be our complicated twists and turns
The arteries, all the people interrupting what we were meant to be
We allowed our defeat, no one else is to blame
We said nothing would ever come between us, but we did not stay true to our words
We vowed to never part, again we failed US
We said we would love forever, that I can say, STILL stands TRUE
I love you today, still, after everything
I love your soul
I love your heart
But for whatever reasons, timing was never right and we weren't meant to be just US
So I can say we tried, more than just a time or two
Maybe we just never tried hard enough
I believe we truly are to blame
But what is the point in pointing fingers
Maybe next lifetime
Because I know that somehow, somewhere, someway...we were meant to be
Im not as comfortable anywhere as I am when I am with you
You have this calming effect over me
We smiled when we were just in each other's company for no reason at all
I remember us being in the same room having the most intimate conversations with no words at all
Just us being...US
I will always be your lovely and you will always be my DADDY
So many words from the mouths of strangers, but no one knows our hearts
Someone or something has always run interference
No one really knows the bond
No one ever took the time or even cared enough to try and understand
But then again, I don't even think we understand
We, Us, You and Me...a great and powerful force
For whatever reason, the powers that, be have spoken
Not US, not this time, not meant to be