PAIN

the emptiness in my soul is more than I'm willing to handle
the whole world around me exists while I'm at a stand still
I do not accept this pain that is burdened upon me
I can't deal with the emotions, I dont have the ability
what the fuck? how? who? and why do I deserve this?
I dont even have the energy or emotion to get pissed
so I'll sit here in agony and endure all this pain alone
the truth must be that i'm not destined to have a happy home
as much as I hurt and all the tears i've cried
it really doesnt matter it doesnt change the fact that you lied
all i ever wanted was someone to call my true friend
but now its all over what i thought was a friendship has come to an end
so with this i say i hope you have a wonderful life together
while i stand here in pain, suffering, alone, forever