Just needed to be said...

As time passed I grew closer to you
I wanted you more and more
needed you in my life
felt that I could not be
without you
But then one day I woke up
I realized that it was more than you
it was me
I needed someone to make me
feel like more of a woman
but in doing that
I degraded me
I used you
it was never about us
it was me needing to be
reassured
but times have changed my friend
and I am great
I have realized that I am worthy
I am blessed
I am inspiration
I am changed
I am
knowing that I used you
to get here
makes me feel like I owe you
at least a few words of explanation
you were there when no one else was
for that I THANK YOU!
Im good now though
I am a big girl
walking on my own two
loving this life
loving ME
thanks and I apologize
for any pain that was caused
I'm on my way now
so happy now
getting better
day after day
healing from the inside out
loving this life
and I thank you