MISSING

not sure if i miss you
or the thought of you
maybe the soft caress of your hands on my body
slowly touching all the intimate places
maybe the soft way you kissed me
until you knew i wanted more intensity
fighting myself daily
wondering if i should call
knowing i dont need to go there
thought i saw your car today
around my way
thought of you being there with me
missing you
maybe i miss you
maybe its just the thought of you
dam this sucks
i will continue to fight
thoughts of you
but i do
miss you