missing

after all this time
i find myself sitting here
thinking of you
wondering what could have been
would have been
should have been
it was probably for the better
but nevertheless
i sit here thinking of you
the way we would sneak off
just to be held
just to play
just to lay
missing your voice
but knowing you made the right choice
i wonder if ever
we will find ourselves together
i miss my friend
i miss my lover