sick and tired

with you whats the point?
why do i come to look for you?
you never reciprocate
never give what you take
it all feels one sided
lopsided
I'm no longer motivated by you
no longer drawn to you
not inspired
just tired
of playing games
and placing blame
what do you want from me?
there is nothing left for me to pull from
I'm done
you're weak and misleading
deceitful and conniving
i cant and i wont
you say one thing
but do another
don't want romance
just another lover
you leave me feeling empty and used
truly abused
its mostly my fault
for wanting your attention
the slightest bit of affection
maybe one day
i will wake up and say
enough is enough
no more will you prey
on my forgiving soul
its sad to express
but emotions i suppress
just to hide them from your ways
for possible better days