Prisoner of time

he stands here
just here
like a piece of the furniture
there's nothing
love? lust? what's that?
it's been so long since...
since anything
and he's just here
like nothing will change
he acts as though
i should do right by him
has he done right by me?
and her?
let's not even start on her
she came into our life
she never left
she's always there
and always here
i opened my home
for what?
for her
and her baggage
this isnt normal
and it's turned into
upside
and
down
he was frivulous
just out there
i had to hear from
where?
the streets?
u expecting a seed?
OH, the denials
on and on
over and over
how could he have done this
to us?
there is no excuse
and there is no romance
but we have a family
so im staying put
no way, im not leaving
i've earned him
been here through thick and thin
and thin and thick
but her?
oh that b*tch
she thinks i dont know
but its OK
so what, they get along great
and who asked if they have
things in common?
we were supposed to get married
until she showed up
that b*tch
ive been the one who's been here
i helped him out
i pay the bills
and i derserve him
she's just that b*tch
that got pregnant
so yeah
i tried
u know
to forgive
and forget
but that b*tch
she never leaves
she's here
and he's there
and it's not really that i even care
but what will people think?
so what they're meant to be
who asked them
i won
he's mine
i've been here
and i won't let him go
not even if i have to stay here
miserable
and look at him
just look at him
he's miserable too
he probably wants to go
find her
but who asked him
i won
he's mine
and the kids
there are the kids
what impression have
we...
given them?
oh but who cares
i wont let him go to her
he'll stay here
with me
so we
can be
miserable together.