walking alone

what is the answer
how far down must i go
how far down is the bottom
i've heard them say
she'll get up when she hits rock bottom
but how far is rock?
i've heard it must get worse before it gets better
but how much worse?


ones journey through life
is it in vain?
is it in suffering?
why have we been put here to go through the rain?
to go through the struggle
why can a baby come into this world and never know happiness?
who's sick twisted game is this?
how can one go through life and never know love?
how can one go through life living forbidden love?
is love to be forbidden?
oxymoron maybe...

when is the right time?
when is that big game anyway?
does hard work really pay off in the end?
fighting and losing
constantly and endlessly
who has subjected us to this torture
the rules to this life are hateful
vindictive and cruel
many questions with no answers
maybe...just walk, and dont ask why!