simple choice

in the confines of my mind
with us so far behind
without you
this abuse
there's no wishin or hoping
no touching or groping
there's just that what was
no longer us
no longer me
this is no reality
maybe a past moment
and it passed us by
i said goodbye
i cried
cause again u lied
u refused to choose
u never meant me
u said it could be
u never meant us
it was just the lust
thoughts of u having
what u did not deserve
the lack of courage
u wouldnt stand for us
u stood for lust
u stand for the chance
at a glance
to run & hide
dry your eyes
behind closed doors
in the shadow of our past
ur eyes were sincere
but ur mouth told these lies
i knew all along
but still held on
to what...?
im unsure
i tried to endure
the thought that we
could eventually be
but you would not comply
instead you chose to lie
again, and again
now this is the end
i wont do this again
i can not comprehend
how you can stand before me
looking right at me
and ask...
WHAT AM I TO DO?
my answer is simply...
I want you to choose