why do women get mad when another woman gives their man attention?
it's not like there are enough men to go around
you always here them say "get you own man"
but it's not that i really want to be with this man that has to leave at midnight
it's not that i'm proud to be the one that makes him feel good in the darkness
but cant be seen with him in the light
the thing is that im lonely
i want my own
but in the meantime
i need someone to hold me at night too
i need to feel the comfort of someone there for me
half the time the sex is not even the issue
its the fact that this man, your man
he listens to me and gives advice
he hears me
he holds me when i have troubles
he lets me lean on him
and guess what
there are things that he does not feel comfortable telling you
he tells them to me
and i dont judge him
i dont hate him for having erotic thoughts
i embrace it
i love it
i love him
it was never meant to hurt you
it was never meant to degrade you
i was just in a place at that time and i needed someone
he was there for me
and so i was there for him
we fell in love by accident
and yes it was and still is LOVE
you think its about me disrespecting you
its not...and that's the truth
its about not spending time alone
its about not hurting all the time
i know he is never leaving you
and i never want him too
im just filling this void until someone else
comes in to fill it for me...
yeah it sucks, but you asked for the truth.
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wow...this was moving. Excellent work. This is a persepective you don't hear very often.
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