Confession's of a woman scorned...

there was this man and he was my everything
he made me feel like a princess
i was his queen
he said things to me that no man had said to me before
he was all my heart desired
all my soul had prayed for
he was my everything
until that day...


there was this pain in me that ripped through my being
it felt like a razor pierced my chest and pulled out my heart
i was numb for the first few seconds, then i just felt this rush of heat
i looked at the phone as if i could see through it
i was holding it away from my ear as if i did not understand the words coming through the reciever
you must have the wrong number i thought to myself
she must have the wrong number
it was a woman, or so she called herself
she was telling me things about this man i loved
i know they are not true
because this is my man
my life
my "til death do us part"
she could not know MY man the way she said she KNEW
my MAN
i fell to the floor
replaying the past years of our lives
asking myself, where did i go wrong
what could i have done better
how could he do this to OUR family
and HER
she was so nonchalant about the entire ordeal
saying how this wasnt SUPPOSED to happen
and how it was a mistake
HOW do you mistakenly take my life away as if it were a game
how do you sleep at night
knowing you have destroyed a family
she said she just needed someone for comfort
she said she had been lonely for so long
she said all these things, but in my head all i heard was
i didnt even consider you, you didnt mean anything to me
and i dont care that i destroyed your life and family
i was at a loss for words until he walked in the door
and i felt all the words rush to my mouth as if they were fighting each other
to be the first to get out
but all i heard myself say was..
I love you
I mean one might think that weak, but
I loved...
I love this man
he makes me feel like a princess
i am his queen
he says things to me that no man has said before
he is all my heart desires
all my heart prays for
he is my everything
life is what you pray for
love is what you stay for